The more I think about how the gear shift should feel the more I think something is wrong with it; I believe it's in my subconscious because of the clutch failure problems I keep reading about. When I autocross and do hard up shifts and high rev downshift the car seem to shine, no time to over think how the shifts feels or is suppose to feel. I drive it like a stole it and the rewards me with respectable lap time, enjoy don't over critique the car or its drive train.